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Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Not the Right Fit!


I wanted to give another chance, another reason to still wear it. I had thousand explanations why I should keep it, but I only had one reason to toss it: I AM NOT HAPPY!  Fair. Enough.
I’m. DONE.
So I have decided to leave and to give my feet another chance to be at peace.
I am. FREE.
Like those times I decide on a whim, I always have one backup plan: No. turning . back.
This is it!
I know sadness and tears might hit me (again), but I am much confident now.

For the friendships gained…
For the battle started and ended (has it really ended?!)…
And for the times I have tried hard enough…
Thank God this is OVER!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

The Bad, the Bitch and that Shoe

They are living with the famous line: “Make your friends close and your enemies closer!”

The first time they met, they both knew, they will compete not in a fighting way but in an unspoken way, where the one who shows emotion loses. So they both have this conflict in their hearts and announced silently in themselves that the shoe war is on!

She was born with an intoxicated blood.  Demanding and ruthless.  She sees no one as long as it’s for her own good. With everything she has been through and how life treated her, she condemns those who come her way. And she has the power.  She is Mrs. Bad.

On the other ring is the one who was made to joust. Trained to be wild at times and gives way to the crowd. She always fights for what she believes is hers. Just hers. She is selfish and she fights unevenly.  This is her game. She makes this game.  She is Miss Bitch.

The two started to be friends, like real friends. They go out together and even share stories. They keep each other company and work together. But they both knew this is for the big scrap. They are fighting over that shoe. Whoever foot fits.  It is dangerous and strenuous.

But this too will end, until one will soon say: “I’m tired and I’m done.”  And this game is over.

Miss Bitch suddenly feels that everything seems off beam.  She suddenly has this guilt. She just wants to put an end and start again. Leave everything behind and work on her own. Not minding what’s around, just by herself. She wants to be at peace, because this bitch has a heart.

On the other hand, Mrs. Bad remains fearless and proclaims victory. She knows that this is her throne and no one has to step in. She plays the game well and manipulates the war.

So Miss Bitch was provoked and gave in once again. She once again declared clash in their little battlefield. Thinking of new plans, she quietly uttered: “Bring it on! I will fight you (in my red stiletto) until you ask me to stop!”

But you have to know, Miss Bitch doesn’t play fair, and oh, she never stops praying for her dear frienemy.










Friday, March 25, 2011

Stretch it!


Sales person: ma’am, last size na po yan for that pair.
A: promise?
Sales person: yes, ma’am.
A: are there new stocks coming in?
Sales person: December pa po.
A: tagal pa! sige na nga, I’ll get it, lalagyan ko nalang ng lotion paa ko!


It’s like trying to fit in small and tight shoes.
I like it but it’s not good for me and I need it now.
It hurts.
But I have to stand on it. I have to make it work. It’s like I don’t have any other choice.
I am so sick and tired of this. I just want to remove it. Throw it. Because this is not helping me at all. 
If only I have the will to leave (again). To find the right way.
I wanted to quit!!! God, show me sign that this is still worth it.
And just like undersized pair, I have to stretch it. To make things happen and to pretend that this might be helpful anyway.
I wish I’ll know where to go. What to do. For now, I just have to stay, until I can bear this pain, this tight pair is causing my feet. :(